okay. that was a random remark.
don't even know why i'm asking why, but.. (=.=)
Why?
whywhywhywhywhywhywhy.
ooh. that's 11 why-s for you and i know you're bored of it.
finished watching Nobuta wo Produce.
why, its exactly how i feel about almost..everything.
well, that's what it taught me to think, at least.
"So what if others don't believe me,
as long as there's always a person who does,
as long as i can convey my message to them,
its okay. "
why care about what others think about you?
making yourself a hypocrite to give a good impression?
What's best is to have a few good and truthful friends you can share everything with,
not manymanymany friends that you aren't close to.
but ironically, these things are those that i care alot about.
anyway, why say something that's not what you really think?
my head's spinning. its confused. everything.
this part
would you hide the truth from a friend because you don't want any hurt feelings,
but in the end, hiding the truth makes the person feel even more hurt?
i've just discovered, running away is not a solution.
what's a day of heavy rain compaired to endless days of drizzle if you try to escape from everything?
heavy rain brings a rainbow at the end,
endless drizzles never give you rainbows, it only brings out a feeling of boredom, helplessness and not knowing what to hope or aim for in the future.
for me, i'll rather choose to take a day of rain and enjoy the rainbow at the end of everything, an award to prove my courage to tell the truth, not to be a hypocrite, not to sit on the fence without saying a definite "yes" or "no", with nothing achieved at the end of the day.
seriously, i'm sick of myself for being just like that.
Let's wait for the rain to fall. So that's my answer. I'm choosing the rain for today, and a sunny day for the rest of, hmm, the day after today/tomorrow?
it makes me all weird saying this, and i don't wanna say this at all.
damn, its just the feeling of hurting someone?
and seriously, i don't like it at all. No. Nada. Nah.
Should i even have posted this in the first place?
today? today?
my head's spinning again. sure i bet i'm like the meanest person around to say this.
but i can't stand saying i don't know anymore.
first things first,
My head's going on a nice spin, its whirling off to someplace called "not reality"
heh. that's cause i'm kinda tired and i'm half asleep.
dreams aint' reality.
so how do you explain myself dreaming of congruent triangles, maths, murderers and things that happened in the day?
or worse still, dream of things that happens in the future.
the feeling of deja vu, its weird.
so that was totally random.
i don't know what to say what to do ohmygosh.
time for a chat (:
ohman my housephone bills are going uupp!
oops.
Oyasumi nasai, minna-san!
quoted from Akira! "Bakayarou!" *in a drunkard manner*
say this: "Yamashita Tomohisa is the best!"
no other versions accepted.
he's the best. he's cute. his singing rocks. Ohman (:
Emma in a bad mood,
still in the mood to listen to songs though. Seishun Amigo, anyone? :D
buhbye.
EMMA (:
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